Ugh

I am utterly frustrated. I HATE dating. Truly, it sucks.

I love meeting new people and trying new things but in the end, I'm just not happy.

But I guess we need to take into consideration that my perspective is predisposed to a grand dose of cynicism right now because of sleep deprivation.

Dating is a great time to explore, getting to know others and yourself. But in the end, I am disgusted. What is wrong with me that I cannot attract people I who I can share attraction with?

I find myself being unsatisfied and possibly overly critical of men. There have been soo many occasions where some guy finallllllly gets up the courage to pursue me and then after a little bit, I turn him down. And those men I do like, I chase away! This IS a fallen society.

I know God has a bigger plan and patience is of utmost importance right now. But nevertheless, I AM FRUSTRATED.

OK. Enough venting, its yoga-time.